I sure know how you feel. I lost my sweet Emily in March and I miss her so. She and I are attached by something special. It's like we've known each other for eons.

I have a 9 month old pup now, she keeps her Mum busy and is a little lover.
That makes me smile and memories of my Emmie. Missing her also keeps her so close to me.

Hope you feel better but I know, it won't go away completly ever.